"I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am.
I swear I'm not the devil."
-Aaron Lewis of Staind
I feel like nothing can be right again. I fell like I can't talk to anyone anout the things on my mind because I don't think anyone would understand, Hell I don't think i even understand, and I don't even know how to express how I feel in a way that makes any sense at all.
Right now I'm staying with my mom while tiff and i figure things out, but it feels like nothing has changed, there are a lot of things I don't approve of and it still feels like she doesn't care about my feelings or needs.
I'll end with a poem. P.S. me nombre es nueve dos quatro ses dos quatro nueve. Call me.
-Darc Phoenix
Sleeping On Train Tracks
Screams loud and distant
In a room that holds the truth
Dusty and untouched
The door has not been opened
The latch not undone
Here lies the secrets
The feelings no one knows
Pictures and wrappers and toys
Significance of a memory
Scattered cluttered in an attic
Who has the key?
Unlock th unknown feelings
That aren't missed
-Devin Alexander |